Summer Things ….

My Cousin, My Sister, And I Are Starting A Band. We All Sing,  I Play The Guitar, My Cousin Plays The Piano, And My Sister Plays The Drums; Perfect …. We Came Up With A Name And We Just Have To Put Ourselves Out There. One Problem, Keeping Up With Everything, When Schools Starts Back We Are Going To Get Caught Up In Our School Life. Yeah We’ll See Each Other 24/7 But It Won’t Be The Same. We’ll Have New Problems And Our Band Would Be The Last Thing On Our Minds But We’ll Try.

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Mistakes Happen; But Am I?

I Always Wonder What The Future Would Be Like. What My Husband Or Kids Would Look Like, If I’m Going To Get My Dream And Be A Writer/Actress/Teacher. Sometimes I Wonder How I Would Treat My Kids, Would I Yell At Them And Make Them Hate Me? Every Time I Get Into An Argument Or Disagreement I Promise Myself I Would Never Allow My Children To Feel What I Feel Like When My Parent Talk To Me. I Won’t Belittle Them Or Try To Patronize Them. Because It Hurts, To Feel Like You Have No Control Over Your Life. To Feel Nothing Matters, Your Just A Child And You Aren’t Supposed To Think Or Experience Things. But That Hurts, It Hurts To Bottle Everything Up With The People Around You Having No Clue What You Go Threw, The Thoughts That Goes Threw Your Head On A Day To Day Basis. I Could Never Imagine My Children Feeling How I Feel Sometimes. I Promise To Never Make Them Feel Like They Were A Mistake, I Sure As Hell Wish Someone Was Here To Tell Me I Wasn’t.