The Past….

So My Father’s Wife Did My Hair- Haven’t Master Calling Her “Stepmom”-And My Mother Wasn’t Too Happy About It. She Was Really And She Doesn’t Like Her And I Understand. For Nights I Cried Myself To Sleep Because I Didn’t Have A Father And He Was Off With Someone Else. And For Years I Blamed Her But It Wasn’t Mainly Her Fault. It Was My Dad’s, He Left, He Didn’t Call, And He Took Everything…..

My Choice?

So I Have Been Back And Forth Between My Mom And My Dad. But Currently I Stay With With My Dad 24/7 Excluding Weekends. My Mother Brought It To My Attention That At The End Of February I Would Be Coming Home. One Problem, February Ends Today And I’m Not Even Sure My Father Knows If/When I’m Moving Back To My Moms. But He Knew From The Start It Wasn’t A Permanent Move. I’ve Actually Grown To Get Closer To My Father And I Enjoy Spending Time With Him. But This Move Also Made Me Realize How Much My Mother Means To Me. I’m Afraid This Isn’t Going To Be Easy And I Don’t Want To Be The One To Choose Between Them But I Don’t Want To Jeopardize Our Relationship. If I’m With My Mom I Get To Be With My Sister More Unlike When I’m By My Father’s And Have To Talk To Her On The Phone. The Worst Part Of It All Is That I Want To Be With My Mom Just As Much As I Want To Be With My Dad.

Interpreting The Quote

“I will never let my schooling interfere with my education.” – Mark Twain.

I Agree With This Quote Because No Matter What People Teach You In Life It Comes Down To What You Know To Be True. If You Grew Up Doing Something A Certain Way Or Acting A Certain Way, It’s Because You Were Taught Not Because You Picked It Up One Day On Your Own. I Believe You Are Who You Are For A Reason, Right?

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I Feel As Though I Have No Dreams To Set Big Enough To Accomplish. I Can’t See Where My Greatest Point In Life Is. I Can’t Put My Finger On It. And It’s Hard To Feel Like An Outcast. I Want Something That Makes Me Unique, That Separates Me From The World. But There Isn’t. And Sometimes It Hurts To Watch Everyone Move On And Be Happy With Themselves Because They Have That One Thing That Make Them Great. I’m Feel Stuck.

Famous People …

I Really Sometimes Feel Bad For Famous People Because They Have A Limit To Privacy. I Feel As Though They Don’t Become Famous To Be Judged, Their Providing Us With Entertainment. Before The Fame They Were Just People. Do You Honestly Think They’re First Thought In The Morning Is About Any Of Us? No They Have Problems Just Like Us. Everyone Should Be Able To Understand That With The Amount Of Times We’ve Been Hurt, Have Cried, Sad, Etc…