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I Seriously Do Not Like This New Upgrade WordPress Has Made … Ugh Nothing Seems To Be Accessible …. I’ve Mistakenly Unfollowed People And My Auto Correct Is Being A Pain. On The Plus Side, I Like The Keyboard 😒

Freedom Fighters

We Are All Freedom Fighters, All Fighting For Something … It’s Just That We Might Not Be Fighting For The Same Things.

Life’s a gamble

Haunted By Your Past

I Honestly Think The Past Eventually Catches Up With You… Today I Was By A Person That I No Longer Ever Wanted To Speak To. A Person I Was Upset With And Couldn’t Even Imagine Talking To Again Apologized To Me. Why? I’m Not Really Sure. And After That I Realized I Wasn’t Even Mad Because I Didn’t Care. So I Found Peace In Something I Had Forgotten About.

Vulnerability

I Don’t Like For Anyone To See If I’m Not Feeling Well Or If I’m Sad Because I Feel Vulnerable. I Don’t Want To Seem Weak Because I Don’t Want To Be Taken Advantage Of.

Others Opinion Of Me

Someone Told Me Today That I Need To Learn to Trust. Everyone Collaboratively Agreed That Their First Impression Of Me Was A (B)unny (I)n (T)he (C)rack (H)ouse. I Was Also Told That I’m A Very Closed Person But I Am Also Very Generous, And That I Would Give The Shirt Off My Back To Someone. That I’m Afraid Of Being Hurt So I Build This Wall So No One Can Past. That Being Said, I Believe This Is True. After All I’ve Been Through, Situation Wise. I Just Want To Protect Myself And My Emotions/Feelings. Because When I Break, I Break And I Want To Be Strong, For Myself. And If That Means Not Letting Anyone In, So Be It.

Mistakes

How Do I Prevent Mistakes From Happening Before They Happen? I Mean, Aren’t The Mistakes We Make What Makes Us Who We Are? Then Why Is It We Get Patronized For Making Mistakes? We Can’t Learn From Things That Never Occur. I’m Confused As To If Mistakes Are Good Or Bad….

Growing And Evolving

I Find Myself Opening Up To My Father More. At First I Was Nervous But Now It’s Like Some Times I Want To Get Stuff Off My Chest And The Only Way Is To Express Myself And As A Result I Start Opening Up.

Blinded By Hurt

I’m Not A Selfish Person, I Know I Can Have Everything That I Want. But When You’ve Been Waiting Like Three Years For Something, You Want It More Everyday. It’s Just Not Fair That For A Person That Has To Work For Everything She Wants, It’s Always That Person Or That Thing That Doesn’t Thing You Deserve It. I Watch People Who Don’t Deserve Anything, Who Don’t Have To Work For Anything, Get Everything. It Wasn’t My Choice To Be Here But The Least I Could Decide Is The Little Things I Want. I Don’t Really Ask For Anything Because I Believe If I Want Something, I Have To Be Responsible And Get It On My Own. But Every Once In A Blue Moon I Can’t Control Everything And I Can’t Decide Things On My Own And I Have To Wait For Others.-If I Was Him She Wouldn’t Have Cared If HE Apologized, Because Her Love For Him Would Be More. If I Was Him, I Could Say Anything I Want, Even If She Cried And Know By Tomorrow, I’ll Still Have Her On My Side. But I’m Not Him, I’m Me And She Always Wants An Apology, Makes Me Cry, And It’s Not Us Against The World.-It’s Me Against The World. Every Time I Cry, I Remind Myself, This Is Why I Work So Hard, Because I Never Want Anyone To Make Me Cry Again.